did you ever stop wondering?

I finally feel like I’m burning out and I’m only turning 25 next month.

I’ve been having weird dreams lately.

One went something like I was smoking a cigarette then just suddenly remembered that I’ve already stopped smoking (for almost 3 months already, actually). Then this heavy feeling dawned on me because I was thinking that I should’ve remembered that I’ve already whisked away the habit so why the hell was I back on doing it.

The other had college as the setting. The professor was giving away the grades for the semester. Passing by empty classrooms, I then remembered that I had another class that I was supposed to be attending that semester but I completely forgot about. Instantly,the same heavy feeling from the other dream got to me. I was thinking that I won’t be graduating that year because I forgot to attend classes for a single subject. And what’s funny with the dream is the face of the professor that of one of my first year high school teachers.

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12 February 2006 - Rizal Ballroom, Shangri-La Makati