did you ever stop wondering?

I can’t see myself anywhere in the future.
I’m lost in the monotony of the present.

Seeking for something new,
something better,
a fresh gust of wind.

I want to grasp and nibble the fullness of life,
not the lingering taste of emptiness within.

Why do things not go my way?
Why can I not have what I want when I want?

Life stings in every way.
With every breath I hurt,
every move I shiver.

It’s cold outside but i feel it more inside.

at the simplest words i say you laugh
even when i’m not trying to make you
on things you’re always asking for my opinion
you always ask the most interesting questions

without much effort you always bring out
what i really think, who i really am
with you, i’ve always upheld my sincerity
you’ve helped me embrace my reality

i make this attempt to tell you that
you’re something more than what you think you are
because i think that you totally deserve
to know and to believe how wonderful you truly are